1. What's the most daring thing you've ever done? Go as far as Clapham Common on my own, find certain places I was looking for there(I so wanted to see Jeremy Brett's house - which I did!!), all without having a panic attack. :p

2. What do you do before bedtime? Part from the normal stuff, I also kiss the front cover of a book I have under my pillow, and say goodnight. I'm sane honest! :D

3. What will your dream wedding be like? I can't picture ever getting married, never even had a boyfriend. I am so amazingly fussy it's unreal, for me it's hard just to find suitable friends let alone a husband (plus I hardly leave the house, haha). I'm for having the best or nothing I suppose. For agreement sake though, I'd like to be married in a forest or at a castle and my man dressed in a smart black suit complete with coat tales. How flipping girly is that? I blame this video entirely click here.

4. What country in the world do you want to visit and why? Well I'm always keen on going to Germany (been twice before). Out of countries I've never been I quite fancy New Zealand because the countryside looks pretty.

5. Are you an introvert or an extrovert? I guess I'm an introvert really, but I've been known to be quite noisy and annoying around people I'm comfortable with.

6. Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone? Both suck if they don't have the other. It’s very nice to be truly loved by someone though.

7. Do you trust easily? Not anymore, I'm damaged goods now. In the past I was seriously giving and supportive and showered people with my time, support and affection only to find I never got the same back, worst still they‘ve turned out to be control freaks (I suffered mental abuse). I almost committed suicide one night because one such person - they really mentally broke me in, It's made me critical of people’s motives all the time.

8. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do? Get really upset then get over it and see if I can be a close friend of theirs instead. Friendship is the ultimate form of love after all.

9. Is there anything that has made you unhappy these days? I'm wondering if I should answer this fully or just give a quick answer. Let’s see... yes.

10. If you could have anything in the world, what would it be? The ability to make people I love never die and be happy always, and bring people I admire back to life and make them happy always.

11. Is being tagged fun? Not in the playground game ;-;

12. Who was your biggest influence this past year and why? I think anyone who has read this journal or been to my you tube page knows the answer to this one. To be polite to people on my friends list who maybe getting sick of saying who that is, I won’t say. I can get through a post without mentioning him see! Wait mentioned him early on didn’t I? Oh poppycock already did early on! Anyway, I won’t say anymore because I could really ramble given a chance.

13. The journey or the destination? Both if the end result is positive nither if it isn't.

14. What kind of person do you think the person who tagged you is? Wasn't tagged directly butttttt.... kind and determined (I like that in someone).

15. Would you rather be single & rich or married but poor? The first because I'm highly unlike to marry anyone anyway.

16. How many children do you want to have, if any? None please! :)

17. What's better to give or to receive? I genuinely love buying stuff for my friends

18. Would you go into that particular sex store if some relatives or colleagues are walking nearby, able to see you? Never been into a sex store in my life. I’m a seriously old fashioned kind of girl. I don’t even believe in wearing tops that show any amount of breast tissue or bras that make them stick out, haha. In fact I‘m not a shamed to say if I got married I‘d be a virgin bride that’s how old fashioned I am! I should have been born in the 20’s or 30’s, I wouldn’t feel such a freak. Not to say I don’t have a hidden wild side, I am a scorpio after all. =D And I do have a cheeky sense of humour so i just going in the store for a laugh with a friend that would be diffrent. no way with relatives or colleagues walking by though.

19. Would you have 100% safe sex with a stranger for $10,000,000? For 1 million yes not for any less (not that anyone would pay that for me, heh), because it would be security for me and my family never had security and had so many hard times. I'd be traumatized afterwards of course. Seeing I’d only ever consider someone really gentle natured and wouldn't get such a person; the money will help pay the therapy bill.